deep breathing excersises. and theres no obvious safe secret with you guys cause my mum can tell me thinga ive been doing, or are doing that i dont even know about.
Also im gonna arrange Mr Blue Sky for brass band (yea right but trying will keep my mind off things). Maybe ill write a novel or swim with dolphins. I know im going to blackpool for a weekend at somepoint and then stoke (mate lives next door to alton towers and gets in free) and maybe im going to kent but ill be back on sunday so itll be more clear then